LIFE

It ain't easy
It's not something you can master by day
Or remember by heart
Each movement needs the past to judge

But never will each step, seems like the latter
When you thought you conqured it,
That's where you're wrong.

If  life's that straighforward, will anyone even betray god?

Well, all i can say is that i'm CLEARLY not happy. I feel like punching,boxing, kicking whatever you name it. Life sucks at times, but make the best out of it. It might leaves you with a stupid red bruise, but it's up to you to reduce the scution of it.

MSN

Talking to zakk online, helps. he's the ultimate critique! :

Back to Basics

Had dance yesterday. Despite being sick, i still went for it. Since i haven't been updating my blog, i think none of you know what i'm suffering from.

Was diagnosed with urinal tract infection on wednesday due to the extreme pain that i was having on the left side of my torso. Every little movements cause such a big pain. I swear i couldn't sleep at all. The only way to stop feeling pain was not to move at all.

However, the doctor says that it might not be as well, cause the pain i had was generally different so, i'm still under close inspection. ahhaha.

It pisses me that i've been going through so much pain. Be it physically, emotionally and mentally. But i can do it. I'm stronger than tt.

Stranded

I've been reading my friend's blog and all of them seem so busy catching up with one another, meeting up to break fast etc etc. While me,on the otherhand is stuck at home.

My daily routine.

Wake up at 430 to Sahur

Solat subuh, Zikir

Sleeep, wake up at 1030. Read my story book then solat Zuhur, zikir again

Ngaji den solat Asar den read my book again till it's time to break my fast. I'm either  my reading book or i'll go online to chat with my friends. Sadly, I belom BUKA LUAR YET! Sad right?

hahaa. Den aft solat marghrib i will get ready to go tarawih. But hmm. I seriouly don't mind. Bulan Ramadhan is a very special month and i already promised to myself long ago to concentrate during this Special month.

Nizam asked me out a few times. Najib tooo. But i will persevere cause nizam says "I respect you diyah n i can wait" HEHE! till then Lovelies!

Zam

Zam Zam Alakazam has smth he wants to tell me. Only aft he wakes up from his decades of sleep. I don't get what's with boys and sleep. As if they need any sleep to make them more pretty.( Beauty sleep, get it?) Boys in my opinion should be shaggy, shruggy and all the more dirty. Heees. ... eew! On seconds thoughts, i don't think so

Well, whatever it is, i certainly can take some comfort knowing it's something "pleasant" OMG! Is he like so into me already? This is just so wrong. Wrong! Pffft, i can't get this kinda thing to happen again. Not when i'm emotionally and mentally unstable due to You-Know-Who.

ROFL. I feel like having sushi for dinner. Nizamm, haikal, mubarak, neb anyone?